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Sarcastic
Because I'm a bad friend if I don't make sure Tara and everyone is updated on my personal life, I guess, PFFFT. xD;;
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Did you get him back?
Nope, I was replaced by some chick I'd never met named Kortney--FOUR DAYS after we broke up, aka SIX DAYS after we did you-know-what, honestly, I don't have to spell this crap out, correct? Oh, did I mention they're already doing "things" with each other, after they've now been going out for a whopping month? [sarcasm]Amazing.[/sarcasm] Oh, yeahhh. Never thought I'd say this about him, but I'm convinced he's a 'horn-dog' now.. hopefully his niece won't be too mad to know I think that of him now.
So, I wasted my heart, "purity", dedication and love on nothing, apparently.
What made you two break up again?
Apparently, he "just wasn't happy" with me. He sure didn't mind--well, you know what I mean. Again, just a 'horn-dog' comment would go here. He said that the whole "Madison thing" (Oh, nooo, I took a shower with my best friend, that's a girl, facing opposite directions. Purely innocent--it's a sin.) irritated him, and that I was embarrassing him in public, and that I was immat---OK, let's stop RIGHT THERE. He's the one who sits his butt at home all day, NEVER does his freaking school work, plays Xbox all day, plays Yu Gi Oh cards with 30+ year old men at a bookstore... need I go on? OK, so yeah, I played cards with him. I didn't really get into them, but I did it to make him happy. I'm sorry, yes, I'm immature because I can use Japanese freeware that he lacks knowledge of, and I am obsessed with little anime peoples that probably aren't considered an immaturity in other countries. I'm annoying because I get silly sometimes and call him my 'little chocolate cream pie', and rarely ever do that. I'm a lousy girlfriend because I can't worship him 24/7, and I just happen to get online the computer when I visit-- WHICH HE DOES, TOO, ANYWAY. But it's wrong if I do it, really. I'm a piece of crap because when he was ill several times, I stood and sat by him and got whatever he needed for him when I could until I either had to be sent home, or he got better. I'm horrible because I pushed aside ANY PLANS I ever had with anyone else, my family, my friends, you name it, and spent that time with him. I'm a disgrace, guys, really. [ego]It's gonna be awesome to watch me succeed in life while he becomes an utter failure.[/ego] I've tried to be nice, I've tried to not be a 'sore loser', but I feel the right to be.
Why are you being a b*tch?!
Because I can. And when one minute he claims I'm just for him, then the next he's done with me and is with some other chick who will probably go through the same crap. I admit, I am indeed, a child, and I am very much so immature. I don't plan on growing up until I am simply grown up. I think he just got tired of me and wanted to get with someone new. He cheated on me long ago, and I should've tossed him aside like he did me now, but I had to be the sensitive whiny little emo-case that wanted to live a fairytale romance. PLEASE, don't be stupid like me. I am blonde, after all. :'B
Ummm... what?
In summary, it's gonna be awhile before I suck it up and get on with my musical life, or anything, really. I've got a future to worry about, and perhaps it will be a good one, which for once, I actually believe I deserve. Not just for going through a lot of non-relationship crap that is too private to discuss, but because I actually DO try in life, whether anyone believes that or not, I do not care. GASP! Didja hear that one, JEFFERY? That's right, I do not CARE. I hope he's happy. He'll never have to put up with my immature CARING ever again.
Err... in other news?
In other news, site updates are in progress. I might have the site fixed in a few weeks, with download links for the SRSloids...
The "Jeff Update", as Tara might call it
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i love Vocaloid, Anime, and Nyan Nyan Nyankos!
~Santte: (AKA, Blind, the obsessive echidna character I abandoned a long time ago o-o)
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You think youre too cool for school? Well news flash,
Walter Kronkite.....................Youre not...
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Go to sonicbluespeeds page for anime and video game art! -------> [link] <-------
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You think youre too cool for school? Well news flash,
Walter Kronkite.....................Youre not...
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if at first you don't succed, try till it gets boring.
please find and veiw my profile at [link] please
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if at first you don't succed, try till it gets boring.
please find and veiw my profile at [link] please
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Avatar made by *Kezzi-Rose
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if at first you don't succed, try till it gets boring.
please find and veiw my profile at [link] please
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"My strength is as the strength of ten because my heart is pure!"
"Really? Well there's eleven of them."
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